2017
"Eddie, Carlos has passed away, do you want to send him off?"
Carlos.
I had been avoiding him for the best part of 6/7 years. In this case, I decided not to avoid him anymore.
I arrived at his cremation ceremony. As expected, there was hardly anyone. Some direct kins, and a few work associates like myself. Everyone was still trying to avoid him, I guess. I was happy I turned up. He deserves this.
I sat through the ritual, holding the paper flower in my hand. I was then asked to move forward to give my final blessings. Moments after I stood by the coffin, something completely unexpected happened. They opened its cover. It was shocking to have to see him like that. Lifeless, shriveled. No wonder most of the funeral attendees remained on their seats. They obviously knew what was coming.
Shuddering, I lowered my paper flower into his coffin and murmured a final blessing.
Sharp, tricky, sarcastic, he was. It was a pain to be in the same room as him. I warned my staff time and again to be careful of him.
Then again, he was also talented, multilingual, resourceful, and always paid for his orders. I have to remember him as a good customer.
Life.
Fleeting and unpredictable.
Let's inspire and bless as many people as we can, while we can.
Let's remember the good of others, not hold on to the bad.
2021 has not started off as expected. Since the end of February, various people around me have fallen.
Stuck in Thailand, I'm emotionally shattered, yet helpless as they are all happening in countries I call home but struggle to return to amidst the pandemic.
RIP. Uncle, Choon, KL, and Carlos. I will remember you fondly, every one of you.
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| Bye Bye Uncle, thank you for your love and generosity. |
